Yeah... it's rant time for me. First order of business. School.

I'm not going to say I hate school, but I will say that I hate the stress that comes with it. I hate that stress. The stress of worrying if you'll pass this class, or get this project ready in time, or getting this homework assignment in. Then the stress of "OMG I NEED TO HAVE A PROJECT DUE TODAY AND I HAVEN'T DONE IT CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP!"

Next, classes. 1-3rd period are fine. I like those classes. 4-6th that I hate. I don't hate 7th as much.

4th period- The people are general assholes and don't know how to be quiet. I actually want to learn, thank you very much. I actually want to get somewhere in life.

5th- Dear lord, shut. the. fuck. up. I HATE that you're all loud. I HATE IT! SHUT UP! I WANT TO PAY ATTENTION, I WANT TO LEARN, I WANT TO PASS! You all may not care, but I DO. SHUT UP! You all make it hard to concentrate when the teacher is trying to teach. She's a bad enough teacher as it is, it's hard enough to understand what she tries to explain as it is, it's almost IMPOSSIBLE and you all have to just keep on talking. When you all are SCREAMING.

6th- I kind of like this class. It's kind of easy. Latin isn't that hard. ... Person behind me. You are failing. Why? Because you're loud, you giggle when the teacher is trying to teach, you talk when you're not supposed to, and your laugh is PISSING ME OFF! SHUT UP! I don't know how many time I have to tell you, but please just shut your freaking mouth for at least one hour.
I am passing, and I would like to keep it that way. So if you could please just shut it so I could pay attention, that would be great. (I want to maul her face off whenever she laughs. Freaking freshmen.)

7th- Eh... there are morons in that class, but not as many as the ones above. They actually know how to be quiet.

It's not school I hate, it's the people. It's the teachers (The bad ones) it's the way that most people just generally care about their education. No one ever seems to read books longer than 200 pages in my school. (There are exceptions to this, like my friends and other non-ignorant people.)

That brings me to something else. Ignorant people.
Hey you, yes you ignorant person. Shut up. You are loud, you are obnoxious, you have no idea what you're saying, and I would love if you were quiet. It would save me a lot of headaches.

Next, future. Fuck off please, thank you very much. I don't want to worry about you right now. I don't want to think about what I want to do as an adult. I'm still a kid, ok? I don't need you coming up to my door step, and knocking on my door to get in. I will open the door, let you in a fraction, and then smash the door into you, got it? So don't come near me.

Art skills: get better, please? If I want to get into an art school, you have to be better. I have two years to get you into shape, and two years isn't a whole lot of time. So please...

Why is it so hard for me to draw for myself these days? I always seem to draw to get comments, or something like that. And I need to stop. It's bothering me, and I hate it. I want to draw for myself, because that way I wouldn't have to worry about getting into a good art school. If I draw for myself, I'll get better. But I don't draw for myself. I draw for selfish reasons, no selfless reason... and I'm getting frustrated.


Now to top it all off, I won't be able to be on DA for a while because my sister did something stupid, and got malware on my step-mom's laptop while on DA. I want to smack her now. My updates will be few, and far between. (Not like they were already.)


aekghsguiehawjkgbjksbgh fail.

/Wall o' text and rant.